Today, for the first time this year, I really really missed Nigel. Not just a little bit but an aching, all-consuming missing that made my eyes sting as I hurried to school. I remembered all the stupid conversations we used to have walking to school together, all the times we were late and had to take a bus instead (191preferably because it was always empty), and all the embarrassing moments when we acted too much like a couple and had to pull ourselves back before the people around us got nauseous.
This whole army thing really sucks. From today, we still have 1 year and 4 months left. The rest of this year will basically be hell because I'll have to spend more time with my books and less time with him.
But I wouldn't change any of it.
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