What now

It's 3.38am now and I'm exhausted. Landed at around 10.20pm and ever since then, I've been catching with my most favourite girls and Jia Jia and eating and eating and eating (Hong Kong has clearly stretched my stomach beyond redemption)

Results were out on Monday and I found out what I got on the bus on the way to Ocean Park Hong Kong. Being an idiot, I miscalculated and cried my heart out, thinking I got 15. But I actually got 12, which isn't bad but isn't good either. I really expected 10 and below and was hoping for an 8. So fucked up la. I really am praying that I can appeal into AC and that Madam loves me enough to take me in. I seriously wanna get into AC and if not, I'll try for Ngee Ann's mass comm. But right now, pleaseeeeee AC

Not gonna pretend. I'm damn upset. I can't believe I got a B3 for drama when other people like Beverly I'm-happy-forever Ng and Miranda my-videos-are-so-funny Ho and Jewell I-speak-like-a-man Koh got the same mark as me but didn't even work hard!! They just fed off our hard work and it's so unfair. I cannot remember one single session where they were as committed as us, I swear to god. If I had known this would be the outcome, I wouldn't have taken drama in the first place.

And E Maths? I really expected to get a 1 but I got a 2 instead and I think it's cos the paper was so easy and there was the bell curve and shit. Worked really hard for Bio but I still got a 2! Honestly damn proud I got a 3 for A Maths cos I've been failing since forever. 

I've never felt more worthless in my entire life. Gonna spend the whole of tomorrow crying my heart out in bed with a nice tub of Ben & Jerry's.